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[ Tuesday, Dec. 20, 2005 ]
[1:48 p.m.]


i woke up last night and my arms were aching like i've never felt before. it was dreadful. my whole body felt like it was pummelled in the night by the Canadian Boxing Team.

and my head. oh god....

so i called in dead to work.

the boss was none too pleased. but that's okay, i value my own sanity over my bosses approval. i think.

So i slept. and then woke up and closed the curtains, threw the blankets over my head and slept again. i even tried doing the yoga poses my teacher taught me to do in case of migraine emergency. which included shoulder stands, but i didn't do those because i didn't feel like being upside down.

seriously, i should consider re-locating. i think calgary is bad for my head.

i showered, holding on to the railing... and thought about sitting down on the tub floor and letting the water pound into my skull. but that never happened. i shaved my legs instead. dadblammit, if i have to have my head in a vice, i'm going to at least have smooth legs!!


I think i just want Christmas to be over. And also, january. Really, my whole life revolves around February right now. sweet sweet february.

I asked the hubby what he thought about NOT going home for Christmas next year, but just staying home and snuggling up in bed alllll day. No parties, no suppers, no screaming kids, no scheduals to keep while we're on our "holiday". i think this is a great idea, but Hubby doesn't agree.

:) - Do you really want to stay home for Christmas?

:( - well, i thought it'd be nice to just hang out, you and me

:) - Yeah, but what about our families? They expect us to come home.

:( - so.... you don't want to then.


i think i'm going to go upstairs now and drink some orange juice and perhaps watch The Phantom of the Opera. And also, bake cookies. sigh.

Even when i'm sick i still have shit to do. boo.




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